#Someone please help me

[yellowwwcrayon]

Gihun - me and the bad bitch I pulled by being so pathetic and incompetent that they had to take pity on me

(if I had a nickel for every time an intelligent ruthless character fell for this dumb/cute himbo man child (and sad sweaty meow meow), I'd have two nickels? Not a lot, but still weird that it happened twice in one show.)

[fishwithlegsandaheart]

i have this really fucking cool au in my head that i cant make a thing due to my laziness artblock and the fact im not creative enough.its like. 1997 and the way brothers inherit the funeral parlor their family owned. and gerard drives their hearse and wears fur lined leather coats its so cool i swear.i guess in this au gerards a mortician but i know shit about morticians so i cant write about it!!!! fuck this stupid chungus life bruh

[wtfsteveharrington]

josh o’connor photographed by luca guadagnino

[levi-lev]

spoilers for ep 182 of TSCTIR : "why are you upset now ?"

"When I turned around, Sung Hyunjae caught me. He pulled me right back, took off and threw away my hat, then put his chin on my head. You did this last time, and now again ?"

~translation by @sfstranslations~

[independent-fics]

Genuinely curious because I wanna know how y'all are banging out 50k+ word fics because I aspire to be you. But also I'm just nosy about everyone's writing schedules. Also jobs is up to your own interpretation (whether you have a 9-5 or you're a student, either way you're doing great!)

Please share/reblog I'm so curious about everyone's writing habits!

[bansheecarol]

this is all, at the core, @lake-shark ‘s fault and all criticism should be directed at her

we were doing our catws10 rewatch and i said that in the highway scene, I had heard that sebastian’s pronunciation of russian is quite bad and instead of saying “i have her, find him”, he’s saying something about a brick. i am trying to be humorous.

misha shoots back “yeah almost like the language got brute-forced into his head.”

i don’t know why it never occurred to me how stressful bucky learning russian probably was, probably because he already speaks it in the comics, but now i’m running through everything regarding language and it’s through a whole new filter. holy shit. he’s got to learn it from torturers and abusers.

first, how fucking isolating. how embarrassing and degrading in a real way. people talk to him like he’s stupid. he doesn’t fully understand why he has this other language in his head that he wants to use, but is almost certainly not allowed to. his internal language is severed from his external language. the words he does say feel unwieldy in his mouth and harsh to his own ears. he can’t practice it, and no one is gonna sit down and teach him.

second, to quote dialect quoting james baldwin, “people evolve a language in order to describe and thus control their circumstances, in order to not be submerged by a reality they cannot articulate”. if you don’t have the right language, you cannot describe what is happening to you. you can’t call for help. you can’t beg for mercy. you don’t have the words to picture your future as different from your present.

third, no wonder bucky takes to pierce better than karpov. no wonder karpov needed specific words and pierce has many to control him. much has been said about how pierce tries to manipulate bucky with his words, like what weak points he presses on to try to keep bucky on track, how he uses language as weapon, and to top it all off, pierce literally speaks his language.

i am chewing on glass.

[cy-guy1518]

Throws myself headlong into the malevolent fandom with some really old jarthur

[chanceofbrainstormz]

Trying to write Stone taking care of Robotnik but goddamn it he doesn't want to be taken care of and i can't figure out how to make him coopoerate

[writers-in-moominvalley]

Some legitimately great expressions from episode 19 of Moomin: Adventure Diary; Hidden Love of Little My.

[nuklear-sauce]

CROWLEY HAD THE BULLET-HOLE-IN-THE-WINDOW TRANSFERS?????

NEIL GAIMAN, HOW DO YOU REMEMBER THESE THINGS???????

[creature-from-unknown-orgins]

Jaybe…. or jaybe not

[a-nana-petite]

I killed all my cactus seedlings. Again.

[auduux]

Fun fact: Qilby has blue hair

S4 ep 6 13:39 since I still have no fuckin clue how to get a screenshot

[demiesworld]

naughty thoughts 💭

i was just thinking of how much of an actual sin it would be to have aizetsu wrists tied up to a bed, mouth covered by tape and milking his cock while riding him till he cries. listening to him beg for me to stop as there's more of those fat tears rolling down his face. because he knows that it feels good it's just that his sensitive body can't handle the overstimulation i'm giving him. not only that there's a vibrator up his ass that's been rubbing against his sweet spot, basically torturing him for my own sadistic pleasure. oh but i know this little cutie loves it, aizetsu just seems like the type to be in whatever sort of freaky shit you can think of. pegging to me is just the tip of the iceberg. he'll be drooling, eyes rolling in the back of his head as he cums for like the fifth time, and even then i won't stop. not until this pussy has his cum leaking out like a broken faucet and im 100% positive to be expecting a mini aizetsu in nine months :P

[estrellami-1]

If I Should Stay

WARNING to all underage peeps: DNI with this part! It is NOT essential to the story and you WILL NOT miss anything!

For those of you who do read: please be nice!! This is my first (published) attempt at smut and any mean comments WILL be deleted 😚

Part 1 | . . . | Part 45 | Part 46 | Part 47

Steve leads Eddie down the hall to a guest bedroom, then stops in front of the door. “If… I don’t want you here because it looks like I need it. If you’d rather-”

“Hey,” Eddie interrupts softly, grabbing his other hand, “I want to be here. Okay? I want to be here with you. Don’t try and let me out of it now that I know what I want.”

Steve looks at him, wide-eyed. “What do you want?”

Eddie drops his hands to cup his cheeks. “Maybe this’ll explain,” he murmurs, before pulling Steve into a soft, sweet kiss.

Steve melts into it, letting his eyes shut as his hands find purchase on Eddie’s hips, pulling him closer to wrap his arms all the way around Eddie’s waist in a hug.

After a minute Eddie pulls back, just enough so they can look at each other, and Steve smiles when he opens his eyes. “Yeah?”

“Yeah,” Eddie agrees. “So let’s go to bed, okay? We’ve got a big day tomorrow.”

Once they’re settled under the covers, facing each other, Steve sighs. “I’m not gonna let anything happen to you.”

Eddie hums. “Promise me something?”

“What?”

“You’re not gonna jump between me and a bullet.”

Steve widens his eyes. “Eddie-”

“No. Stevie, I’m serious. I know why you came back in time, okay? And I know you’re hoping to save me this time around, but I won’t let it be at your expense.” His eyes are shiny. “Okay? I need you to promise me that you’ll make it out, too.”

Steve looks at him, then. Looks at his eyes, one blink away from tears, yet sure in what he’s saying. The slight scrunch of his nose. The barely-there tremble in his lips. His uneven breathing. “Okay,” he says, and surges forward, connecting their lips again.

Eddie hums against his mouth, and he crowds forward, pushing their bodies flush together. “Is-” he pulls away to pant. “Is this okay?”

“Jesus, Steve,” Eddie groans, gripping his hips. “Is this okay, he says, like I haven’t been dreaming of it since I first saw you.” He rolls his hips up and they both hiss at the friction. “Are you- the scratches, it’s not- we’re not-”

“You’re fine,” Steve promises him. “More than fine, Eddie, c’mon, please-”

“Yeah, okay,” he breathes, rolling them over so he’s on top. “This okay?”

“Jesus,” Steve chuckles, “y’gotta stop asking and just start doing, man, or d’you want me to be the first person to ever die of blue balls?”

“Hey,” Eddie mutters, pressing his hips down, “patience is a virtue or whatever the fuck.”

“Fuck your virtues,” Steve says nonsensically, which causes Eddie to freeze and stare at him with narrowed eyes.

Finally, he responds with a shit-eating grin. “Actually, I’d rather fuck your virtues.”

“Shut the actual fuck up,” Steve mutters, gasping when Eddie thrusts particularly hard. “Oh, Jesus, fuck, Eddie, please-”

“Yeah? Feel good?”

“Yeah,” Steve agrees, letting his eyes flutter shut when Eddie ducks his head to mouth down his neck. “Nothing that shows,” he murmurs, even as he tilts his head to allow Eddie better access.

“Y’want?” Eddie asks, not disconnecting from Steve’s collarbone.

“Yeah,” Steve breathes, rolling his hips up just as Eddie rolls his down. He chokes on an inhale. “Eddie-”

“Yeah,” Eddie murmurs, sucking a mark into his shoulder. “What do you want?”

“Just—oh, Jesus—your hand, Eds, c’mon, please, please-”

“I’ve got you,” Eddie murmurs, “I’ve got you.” He works his hand down between their bodies until it reaches the elastic of Steve’s sleep shorts. “Need your help here,” he murmurs, tugging in example.

Steve grunts and lifts his hips just long enough to get his shorts down. “You too,” he murmurs, kissing across Eddie’s chest, nipping at his collarbone.

Eddie groans, throwing his head back. “‘M not gonna last,” he manages.

“God,” Steve laughs breathily, “Me neither, c’mon, get your hand-”

“Yeah,” Eddie agrees, placing his palm under Steve’s chin. “‘S too dry,” he whispers. “Spit?”

“Jesus fuck,” Steve mutters, rolling his hips up, searching for friction. He gathers enough saliva to let it pool over his tongue, onto Eddie’s hand, before he brings it down and around both of their cocks.

The first slide up is heaven.

The second is fire, coursing through his veins, burning him up until all he can feel is Eddie, Eddie, Eddie.

He twists his wrist at the end, flicking his thumb over the head of Steve’s cock, and Steve thinks he sees the face of God.

Suddenly the fire is back, all-consuming, burning everything in its wake, and Steve chokes on an inhale. “Gon’- gonna, Eddie, gonna come,” he whispers, dragging his fingers down Eddie’s back, trying to find purchase before he shakes apart.

Eddie lets out a sharp breath. “Me too,” he says, and then they’re not saying anything as their lips meet.

It’s not a kiss; it’s too hot and wet and dirty for that. It’s nothing more than them panting into the other’s mouth, sharing breath, reassuring the other that they’re still there, that they’re not moving away.

The fire burns brighter, the flames lick higher, and suddenly there’s a supernova inside Steve, burning brighter and hotter and brighter until it explodes and everything fades to black.

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[compressedrage]

*busts down door* AVA 11 IS OUT AND I AM IN SHAMBLES

SPOILERS BELOW

there is so much in this episode, and I have to try and stay calm enough to talk about it, okay here we go–

3d AvA 1 flashback. Heck yes. AND THEN– Victim actually getting tortured for MONTHS, getting killed and then brought back over and over...

AND HE BUILT A ROCKET. HE'S SO SMART.

The rocket sequence was delightful, and is a genius way to show the ✨world building✨

The idea that once an animation is uploaded (to wherever I assume, but mostly to Newgrounds it seems) it immediately manifests in the Outernet. And there seem to be little communities of similar sticks! thats so fun!

and Vic. ohhhhh Victim. He flinches when interacted with because he's literally only known violence. Even worse, it's been violence with no way to fight back.

Him hallucinating cursors broke my heart, this poor guy. He tries to move on but it haunts him.

MITSI. WHAT A GIRL. I wasn't too sure about her at first, but she is wonderful. Her taking care of Victim when he falls asleep killed me. I'm dead now. She's so sweet.

AND THEY BUILT ROCKET CORP TOGETHER. IT WAS THEIR BRAINCHILD. AND THEY DID IT WITH THE TOOLS VICTIM STOLE FROM ALAN'S PC. IT ALL COMES TOGETHER–

Agent caught me by surprise, but I am so happy. I'm glad Victim wasn't, and isn't, completely alone.

Newgrounds, man. I audibly gasped when I realized what was happening. that actually such a good way to do it– you disintegrate if your animation gets damaged.

MY BOYS ARE BACK. AND THEY'RE CAUSING DESTRUCTION.

I also made a Noise when Purple's family showed up. incredible.

Poor Agent. I didn't expect to care about him even more, but like. He was there. He tried to save Mitsi and couldn't. The guilt.

And guys. Victim's revenge room at the end. Hoo boy he was going through it. (will be looking closely at all those papers later) (because omg all the things could be hiding in there)

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I definitely missed some things, but this all I wanted to talk about off the top of my head.

Am I disappointed that the entire episode was a flashback and we didn't actually progress the plot? Yes, a little bit. However, this was a very good episode that hurt me deeply /pos, and it will serve as important context as the story progresses.